i look out into the world and i am alone
i see no one there
oh i see people but who knows me in this world
i used to think i knew someone
but i was so wrong and and it chills me
i remember days of warmth
but the tears i feel are like ice on my cheeks
how could this have happened
i am cold and my thoughts drift
what has happened here
i saw once beauty and life and vigor was i wrong
did this world change so much
or did i just see what i wanted to
how could i have been so blinded
long ago i looked out and i saw the world more clearly than anyone
but hah silly me i fell in love and then my world shattered
i saw things in a new way and thought oh how could i have missed all this
but i had only missed my delusions
i once was right but then i got to close and got burned a little
but that burn gave me hope of warmth in this cold world
now i see that there is no warmth but only cold and colder
so cold that it burns like dry ice and i just hadnt realized
why am i here is it vindication for the world
i make myself more than i am should i make myself less
or should i freeze as i dream of heat in a
cold world