Bangs this makes but bullets not
so hes afraid and takes a shot
and then my head my head did pop
just one more kid shot by a cop
and to all you who read this note
do not forget these words i wrote
i loved them all in different ways
but i found that it hurt always
i loved her more than life itself
and once i betrayed love became hell
i loved him too but then i thought
that love like that it could be not
and others too i tried to help
but what i tried did not work well
i loved them all and i did do
good things at least i thought twas true
but later i was found so wrong
these things for which i strove so long
would never do what i did want
but merely they return to haunt
i think of all the things i did
and wonder why i havent hid
yet here i write these bizarre words
and find i think myself disturbed
but then again i now recall
if i think so im not at all
so that thought comforts me right now
but soon i find i think of how
badly i have messed up my life
i almost had a loving wife
and almost had some darling kids
but these dreams fell beneath their lids
and how i almost had good friends
yet those dreams too have found their ends
i could just stop this makes no change
i end this short thing twas so strange
goodbye
to her i love you always
to him im sorry we grew apart
to them i wish id done better
so to all im sorry
goodbye