i made promise long ago it was at her behest
that to keep myself alive i would always do my best
it goes against my sense of worth to make a promise break
but what worth have i after when she'd not give i did take
in that one action i did lose all that i thought i had
i did the thing that at that time could cause us the most bad
i hope that never again that bad thing happens to her
and yet i fear that to protect her i have no power
i dont know if i can face the world or the light of sun
and yet i made to her a promise that cant be undone
i promised that id never cause to her the slightest harm
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